Hurting Myself by Mistake

Now this may sound strange, but I feel like I'm always hurting myself by mistake...

Not major things, just enough for me to think it hurts.

For example, when I stub my toe or bump into a desk. I don't know if I'm only one who constantly bumps into desks at school...?

I swear, I'm so unlucky when it comes to certain things!

My visual art class has metal tables... Yes. And about half a metre from the floor, there is a metal bar... that is, in my opinion, quite sharp. We all sit on stools, so our calves are at the height of these bars. And I don't know what it is, but I always seem to hit my leg on it. And it hurts.

It does this sort of rattle sound when you hit it and it's so loud! And because it's visual art and, of course, it is extremely silent, everyone looks at you!

But because it isn't enough, I always have to move in some other way and hit my leg AGAIN! Never just once, always twice! Just a couple seconds apart.

And to be honest, I've realized that whenever I'm in class, surrounded by a group of people I know... Or strangers, I try to make it as unnoticeable as possible. But whenever I'm alone, stubbing my toe isn't just "stub my toe and walk away", it's stub my toe and make the biggest deal out of it!

Because, of course, when you're alone, you have to make everything as exaggerated as possible.

Do you hurt yourself by mistake? Please let me know!

-Vanna xxx